It’s all gone..........................सबै खतम भयो

A time I also had, I used to smile

It’s all gone, forgotten in a while 

How and why? I think in my own

No choice I had than to leave again

A tremendous change came in my life

Can’t go back, neither I could enjoy

It’s a lonely life, but I am used to it

I’m happy within me and I’m fit

Frens like me to join them and recall

Suggests standing with them, coz I may fall

Try to make my mood to enjoy

I couldn’t, the question comes why?

उनी बेश्या होईनन् - एक सामाजिक कथा

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           Dofg]h/ ?aLn] hflu/ 5f]8\g] eP/ xf] sL pxfn] sfddf tgdg lbg 5f]8\g'x'b} lyof] h;sf] sf/0f dgL;fnfO{ cToflws sfdsf] rfk k¥of] .olx sfdsf] k|];/n] dgL;f la/fdL kg{ uO{ / hflu/ klg 5f]8\g] dgzfo b]vfO{ . :jf:Yo eGbf 7'nf] s'/f c? x'g ;Sb}g eg]/ dgL;fsf] a'afn] 5f]/LnfO{ hflu/ 5f]8\g nfpg' eof],w]/} ;do;Dd dgL;f km]/L sfddf cfpg] cfzdf Dofg]h/ ?aL x'g'x'GYof] t/ dgL;f WORK EXPERIENCEn]6/ / ;kmfo kq a'‰g dfq Tof] clkm; uO{ / Tof] clkm;af6 labf eO{ .clkm; /fd|f] lyof] . dgL;fsf] bfh' cfˆgL alxgLn] To:tf] /fd|f]clkm; g5f8f]; eGg]df x'g'x'GYof] . alxgLnfO{ km]/L Tolx sfd u/ eGg] cfF6 klg bfh'df ePg . ptf dgL;fn] cfˆgf] k9fO{ km]/L lg/Gt/tf lbg sn]h egf{ eO{ . ca p;sf] km]/L sn]h jftfj/0f ;'? eof] . laxfgsf] sn]h uP/ kms]{kl5 pgL km';{bdf x'g yflng\,lbdfudf cg]s v]Ng yfn] . Tolx clkm;df km]/L sfd ug{ hfpsL eg]/ klg g;f]r]sL xf]O{gg\ dgL;fn] . Tolx clkm;n] cflv/ dgL;fnfO{ w]/} sfd l;sfPsf] lyof],lrghfg klg sfd ubf{ ePsf] lyof] . Pslbg Tolx clkm;df sfdsf] l;nl;nfdf cfPsf] Pshgf h;n] dgL;fnfO{ sfdk|lt jkmfbf/ b]v]sf] lyof] p;}n] km]/L pgnfO{ sfd ug]{ eP d]/f] sDkgLdf cfpg' eg]/ af]nfof] . dgL;fn] To; JolQm;Fu klg sl/a rf/ dlxgf sfd ul/g\ t/ of] sfd kf6{ 6fO{d dfq lyof] .

           sn]h cfpg] hfg] s|ddf dgL;fdf kl/at{g cfpg yfNof] . sn]hdf ;a}sf] hf]l8 dfq b]Vg kfO{GYof] . dgL;f klg /fd|L lyOg\ . Psk6s v'Nnf ePsL dgL;fnfO{ gaLgsf] k|]ddf kg{ ;do nfu]g . gaLgn] cg]s ul/ul/ dgL;fsf] dfof kfpg ;kmn eof] . sn]hdf e]6\g] afx]s 3'd3fd ug]{ s'g} /]i6'/]G6 hfg] ca dgL;f / gaLg lar gf}nf] /x]g . k|]ddf b'a} rf8}F x/fpg yfN5g\ . v} s'glbg b]lv pgLx?n] Ps csf{nfO{ k|]d ug{ ;'? u/] clg v} s'glbg b]lv plgx? lar r'Dag ;'? eof] dgL;f a]va/ l5g\ . ca t pgLx? lar Pp6} s'/f dfq ug{ afFsL /xG5,x]bf{ x]b}{ PSn} sf7df8f}Fdf 8]/f ul/ a;]sL dgL;fnfO{ kmsfP/ of}g ;DaGw /fVg klg gaLgnfO{ s'g} ufx|f] x'b}g . o;/L x]bf{ x]b}{ dgL];f ca s'df/L-sGof s]6L_ /lxgg\ . la:tf/} dgL;f / gaLg lar ;]S; 7'nf] s'/f /x]g . plgx? lar af/Daf/ ;]S; x'g yfNof] . dgL;fn] cfˆgf] ;a{:j gaLgnfO{ ;'lDkPsf] 7flGyg eg] gaLg dgL;f;Fu 6f9f x'g rfxGYof] . ne k/]sf] kfFr dlxgf klg glaTb} gaLg cWoogsf] nfuL eg]/ rf/ aif{sf] nfuL 8]gdfs{ uof] . dgL;f ca PSnL eO{g\,km];a's :sfO{k d];]Gh/ cflbdf slxn] sfFlx dgL;f / gaLgsf] s'/f x'GYof] .

           dgL;f / gaLgsf] k|]dsyfsf] af/]df pgsf] bfh'nfO{ yf]/} yfxf lyof] . o;afx]s lab];Lg' eGbf s]lx lbg cl3 cfˆgL alxgL plx gaLg ;Fu 8]/fdf e]l6g'n] bfh'sf] dgdf laleGg s'/f v]Ng yfn]sf] lyof] . bfh'n] cfˆgL alxgLnfO{ s] eGg' s]lx gegL To; lbg alxl/Psf] lyof] . kl5 alxgLn] bfh'nfO{ gaLg d]/f] AjfO{km|]08 xf] eg]/ pgLx? lar c? s]lx unt s'/f gePsf] k|i6 kf/]sL lyO{g\ . bfh'sf] gftfn] alxgLnfO{ p;n] clxn]sf] hdfgf l7s 5}g To;}n] o;af/] cfkm} larf/ u/ eGg'ePsf] lyof] . gaLg lab]z uPsf] dlxgf lbg kl5 laxfg sn]h / lbFp;f] dgL;f km]/L csf]{ /fd|f] sDkgLdf hflu/ ug{ yflng\ . otf kl/jf/ gftfuf]tfdf cfˆgL 5f]/L emg\emg\ vtd x'Fb} uO{/x]sf] xNnf rNb} lyof] . 5f]/L kmf]gdf w]/} Ao:t x'g] xKtfdf Pslbg 3/ cfpg] 5f]/L cfhsfn cfpg 5f]8]sLn] 3/df klg z+sf x'g yfNof] . otf …lkgf ;'Sg' / sfu s/fpg'Ú cflv/ ;Fu ;Fu} lyof] . csf]{ clkm;df hflu/ z'? ePkl5 dgL;f slxn] sf] ;Fu afO{sdf,slxn] clkm;s} Dofg]h/;uF n~r,l8g/,;lkË cflbdf lxl8/x]sL sf7df8f}F e/L 5l/Psf gftfuf]tfn] b]Vg yfn] . ca t dgL;fnfO{ v'nd v'Nnf hFxf h;n] laleGg s]6fx? ;Fu b]Vg yflnof] . pgs} bfh'n] pgnfO{ slxn] Plngf j]s/L Sofkm],sf7df08f} dn,l;l6 ;]G6/ slt k6s e]6] . bfh'n] dgL;fnfO{ ufln ubf{ ddLn] 9fs5f]k ug{ yfNg'eof] . a'af oL ;a} s'/fdf cgle¡f / ddLsf] 9fs5f]k kfPkl5 dgL;fsf] v'nf / 5f8fkg emg\ a9\b} hfg yfNof] . cat bfh'n] uflnubf{ dgL;f bfh' ;Fu} d'vfd'v ug{ yflng\ / clkm;sf] :6fkm ;Fu n~rdf hfFb}df s] x'G5 eGg yflng\ . ddLsf] 9fs5f]ksf] cufl8 s]lx nfu]g pgsf] bfh'sf] .

           cfˆgL alxgLsf] af/]df rf}tkmL{ xNnf a9\g yfn]kl5 3/df klg ;NNffx u/] dgL;fsf] bfh'n] t/ cfdf 5f]/Lsf] 9fs5f]ksf] cufl8 bfh'sf] s]lx nfu]g . bfh'sf] ;fyLx?n] dgL;fnfO{ cat km/s km/s s]6f;Fu km/s km/s 7fFpdf e]6\g yfn] . cg'dfg olt dfq nfpg ;lsGYof] ls ca dgL;f j]Zof e};lsg\ . pgsf] ca of}g ;Dks{ gaLg;Fu dfq xf]Og w]/} hgf ;Fu e};s]sf] x'g'k5{,Toqf] 7'nf] ;/sf/L hflu/ vfPsf] bfh'n] clxn];Dd Pp6f ultnf] df]afO{n,afO{s lsGg g;ls/x]sf] ca:yfdf dgL;fn] PsfPs /fd|f] df]afO{n,km]/L km]/L n'ufkmf6f,uxgf / :s'6/ lsg]/ r9\g'n] bfh'n] klg z+sf ug]{ cfwf/ alg;s]sf] 5 . s] ePsf] xf] dgL;fnfO{,s;/L eof] oqf] kl/jt{g k5fl8 s] 5< eg]/ gftfuf]tf ;a} sfon e};s]sf] 5g\ . 5f]/Ln] kl/jf/sf] gfs sf6\g] eO{ eg]/ gftfuf]tfn] a'afnfO{ emsemsfpg yfn] t/ ddLsf] 9fs5f]ksf] cufl8 a'afsf] klg s]lx nfu]g .

           dgL;fsf] bfh' lrlGtt lyof] . alxgLnfO{ pm a]Zof eGg ;Qm}gYof] g t a]Yof aGb} uO{/x]sf] k|lt cgle¡f lyof] . ;a} s'/f yfxf xF'bf x'b} klg alxgLnfO{ s]lx eGg g;s]/ jf ;Demfpg g;s]/ dgL;fsf] bfh'n] Pslbg alxgLnfO{ t]/f] cfˆgf] hLjg xf],a'‰g] 5];,h] ;'s} u/ eg]/ ca slxn] g;Demfpg] 3f]if0ff u¥of] . dgL;fsf] a'af klg cfhsfn 5f]/Lsf] Joaxf/n] lrlGttx'g'xG5 . 5f]/Lsf] n'ufkmf6f,h'Qf,pkxf/ sFxfaf6 cfof] eGbf ddLn] dgL;fsf] ;fyLx?n] lbPsf] eGg] ug'{xF'bf]/x]5. cflv/ To;} pkxf/ dfq s'g} s]7fn] s;}nfO{ lbG5g\ / < s]lx :jfy{ lagf . o;f] eGbf dgL;fsf] ddLn] dgL;fsf] a'afnfO{ Pp6f s'/f eGg' x'Fbf]/x]5 . 5f]/LnfO{ clkm;sf] Pp6f Dofg]h/n] dg k/fFp5 / p;nfO{ pkxf/,n'ufkmf6f,h'Qf cflb cfkm'nfO{ lsGg] a]nf dgL;fnfO{ klg lslglbG5 /] clg s] ug'{ t <ddLsf] hjfkm o:tf] lyof] . dgL;fsf] a'afnfO{ of] s'/f lkml6Ss} dg k/]sf] lyPg . 5f]/LnfO{ ;DxfNg] sfd ltdLn] u/ kl5 gfs sf6\nL 5f]/Ln] eg]/ dgL;fsf] a'af cfˆgf] >LdtLnfO{ ;Demfpg'x'G5 . o;sf] l7s ljkl/t dgL;fsL ddL cfˆgL 5f]/LnfO{ w]/} s]6fn] dg k/fP/ pkxf/ lbPsf]df b+u x'g'x'G5 . 

           Pslbg km]/L w]/} ufOuF'O{ ;'g]klg cfˆgL alxgLnfO{ sf7df8f}F sf]7f 5f]8]/ 3/} a; dfq s] eg]sf] lyof],alxgLn] 7f8} To;sf] la/f]w u/L . bfh'n] s]lx gegL af6f] nfUof], lbgk|lt lbg dgL;f km/s km/s s]6fx?sf] ;Dks{df hfg yfnL . dgL;fsf] df]afOn gDa/ af6 g} k|i6 x'GYof] eg] ca pgL ;lx sfd ub}{ 5}gg\ . ;lx sfd ug]{n] lsg df]afOn gDa/ af/Daf/ kl/at{g u5{g / <cfhsn p;s} clkm;df klg dgL;fsf] s'/f sf6\5g\ /] . Dofg]h/sf] klg gfd hf]l8Psf]n] dfq c? :6fkmx? Dff}g lyP . ?kls wlg / sfd rfFlx /fd|f] ug]{ x'gfn] dfq dgL;f ToFxf l6s]sL lyO{g\ gq pmgL eGbf w]/} k9]sf] :6fkm pgL eGbf tNnf] kbdf lsg x'Gy] . Tof] sDkgL v'n]b]lvs} k'/fgf] :6fkm ePsf]n] klg dgL;fnfO{ Tof] 7fFpaf6 x6fpg ufx|f] lyof] . Ps lbg Dofg]h/n] dgL;fnfO{ laafx k|:tfa /fv]sf] /x]5 t/ pd]/df h]7f] / ?k/Ë gldn]sf] x'gfn] pgn] Tof] k|:tfa l:jsfl/gg\ .  csf]{ s'/f w]/} k};f sdfPklg Dofg]h/sf] sf7df08f}df 3/ /x]g5 .      slxn] sflx crDd nfU5, s]l6sf] rl/q b]v]/ . x'g t s]6fx?dfem Pp6f s'/f g} rN5 æ:qLd\ rl/qd\ b}ad\ ghfgd\Æ,:qLsf] nfuL h'g} k'?if klg bf];|f] j}slNks x'g\ . pgLx? Pp6f ;Fu ne u5{g t/ csf]{ Tof] eGbf /fd|f] s]6f x]l//x]sf x'G5g\ h;sf] kmn:j?k s]6fx? s]6Lx?nfO{ df]h u5{g / af6f] nfU5g\ . jf:tjdf s]6Ln] s]6fx?nfO{ v]nfO{/x]sf x'G5g\ . o:t} dgL;fn] klg ;a} s]6fx?nfO{ v]nfO{/x]sf] s'/f gsf{g ;lsGg t/ pgL cfkm} Pp6f e'd/Ldf km;]sf] s'/f s;n] pgnfO{ ;Demfpg] . nfU5 pgnfO{ cfhsfn Pp6f s]6fn] k'Ub}g . pgnfO{ cToflws ;]S; rflxg] ePsf] 5 . k}zf lnP/ of}gR5f k"/f gug]{ / k};f lnP/ cfkm'n] z/L/ ga]r]lsn] dfq pgnfO{ k]z]j/ of}gsdL{ s;}n] eGb}gg gq pgL Tolx eO{;lsg\ . Pp6fn] dgL;fsf] df]afOn gDa/ cfˆgf] sfd ;s]/ csf]{nfO{ af8\g],km]/L p;n] sfd ;Sg] / csf]{nfO{ af8\g], o;/L of] sfd lg/Gt/ eO{/x]sf] 5 . jf:tjdf dgL;f ca a]Zof eO{;s]sL l5g\ . df]aOnsf] d]df]/Ldf pgsf] lel8of] g} 5,ls h:tf] klg nfU5 cr]n . s]6fx? dfem cfhsfn ;]S;sf] s'/f rNof] ls nf dgL;fsf] gDa/ 5,o;}nfO{ kmsfP/ clg df]h u/ eG5g\ . olx sf/0fn] dgL;fsf] df]afOn gDa/ lbgd} slxn] t b'O{j6f ;Dd kl/jt{g x'G5 . cflv/ ;o ?k}ofsf] Aofn]G; lsGg' eGbf ;odf csf]{ l;d sf8{g} cfFp5 .

           o;/L dgL;fsf] o:tf] ls|ofsnfkn] ubf{ Dofg]h/n] klg cs}{ s]l6;Fu ljjfx ubf{ klg dgL;f ;t{s x'Gg . c? s'g} klg s]6fx?n] dgL;fnfO{ ljjfx ug]{ ;f]r]sf] klg 5}gg\ . dgL;f gaLgn] t cfkm'nfO{ dfof u5{ eGg]df 9'Ss l5g\,t/ ljb]z uP/ b'O{ aif{df labfdf kmsL{Psf] gaLgn] klg dgL;fsf] o:tf] ls|ofsnfk b]v]/ g/fd|f] 7fG5 . olx sf/0fn] gaLgn] dgL;f;Fu a|]scksf] km};nf u5{ . dgL;f em;Fu x'lG5g\ . gaLg ;fd' slt ?lG5g\ t/ gaLg dgL;fnfO{ l:jsfg{ dfGb}g . pgLx? lar ca s'g} ;DaGw /xb}g . otf ljjfx ug]{ a]nf ePsL cfˆgL 5f]/Lsf] afgLJoxf]/fn] dgL;fsf] a'af lg/fz x'g'x'G5 . ddLsf] 9fs5f]k ug]{ aflg cem} uPsf] 5}g . dgL;fsf] bfh' cfˆgL unt Aoxf]/f ePsL alxgLnfO{ 9fF6]/ s;}nfO{ le8fP/ k7fpg] larf/df x'g'x'Gg . s] ug'{ kl/jf/ gftfuf]tfn] p;}sf] Aoaxf/n] ubf{ /fd|f] /fd|f] s]6fx? ;FucfF6 ug{ ;ssf] 5}gg\ . bfh's} ;fyLefO dfemaf6 klg cfPsf] k|:tfa bfh'n] l:jsfg{ ;s]sf] 5}g . Pp6f s'/f dgL;fsf] bfh'sf] lbdfudf ;w} v]N5,xf] d]/L alxgLn] o:tf] ug{ gx'g] sfd u/L t/æd]/L alxgL a]Zof xf]OgÆxf] pmgL a]Zof xf]Ogg\========ælsgsL pgL d]/L alxgL x'g\Æ dgL;fsf] bfh' olx eG5g\ .